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Friday, February 5, 2010

26th post!

Hey guys, me again. i know. i went AWOL didn't i? well this post is pretty special to me and the good thing about blogger is that not everyone reads these things and not every one signs on so you can have some deep secrets on here and no one will ever know!

ok well i'm going to blog about my bucket list but first i would like to write some pretty mushy stuff lol. don't read at your own risk :) no I'm kidding. you can. but it's like really corny and cheezy and whatnot so really all you want to do is basically glide on down to the bucket list.

ok. the Cheesy stuff: I think i love my boyfriend. lol. no seriously.I mean yes, i know love is a pretty strong word to be throwing around but that's all people say. strong "word". not a strong "feeling". Now i know what you're all thinking. I'm young and shit, and i completely agree with you. i don't know what love is. but uhhh i'm feeling things that i dont usually feel. lmao. see how cheesy this is? But ok let's get to the point. he's like my 5th relationship?....i think. I'm not too big on dating and having boyfriends. I'm not the type that gets one every other month. I'm conservative :) but as i was saying...i love him like a best friend already. I mean you gotta love your dude or dudette lol (*cough*Blaze*cough*). I'm not talking about the passionate love...yet. but yeah i mean he's awesome and funny and nice and all that good stuff and i love him for it. but lately... it's crossing the friendship line. slowly. very slowly but i can see it happening. it's not the same. and then idk...just things i cant explain. but i guess i just wanted to put it out there....i think...i THINK i love my boyfriend lol. and in case you're wondering it's been 3 months :) but i won't say anything to him about it lol. I'll wait till i'm sure.
Whenever that is.

Ok now to my bucket list! yayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! lol. this stuff you'll be happy to see. It's things i wanna do before i die. and these are not in a particular order.

-Get on a swing at a playground in the middle of the night... and just stay there for the night :)
-Feel what it's like without gravity
-Kiss a stranger
-Kiss a girl (hehehe...)
-Meet Chris Martin (and maybe have sex. who knows? LOL)
-Attend a Coldplay concert
-Meet a violinist and head him/her play it to me personally
-Help a child with cancer
-Lay under the stars with a dude i absolutely ADORE <3
-Sleep outside during a nice summer day
-Attend Mardi Gras
-Have some "fun" in an elevator
-Give a wet willy (lmao)
-fall in love? - haha
-Attack a hobo then run away
-go downtown with some Margarita and go crazy
-Meet Lil Wayne and Kanye (i know. i know. no comment.)
-be able to break dance
-do a split
-eat a whole pizza
-run at least 6 miles in a day
-play some serious soccer with professionals
-Visit Egypt. i really wanna see those pyramids
-be a wedding planner
-Party in Cali till 4 in the morning
-sleep in the same bed with 5 other people (that i KNOW.) lol.
-have a great relationship with God
-reach the ultimate sate of IRIE
-love till lemons become sweeeeeeeeeet :)
-Meet a man who served in WWI and WWII
-meet a man who served in Iraq
-go to China and Japan
-Mess around with a hot Asian
-Party in New York
-Run down the hallway in school screaming FIREEEEE. lmao.

im not done yet. but these are just a few things on the list.
im done with my blog now.

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