Twenty Ten

Hey hey hey. Hi there lol. This is my first blog of 2010 and i plan on making it worth reading. So get ready to read something...i guess haha.
Well 2009 is over and i've lived through it. I didn't die and i am so grateful for that. I think that this is going to be a better year though. It already started right for me. I have the bestest friends in the world and i freaking love them.
Today is the last day of Winter Break for us so you already I'm dreading school tomorrow lol. i really don't want to go. And you know why I don't want to go back?
It's because i haven't missed anyone... AT ALL! I really don't like the school i go to. If it were my old school, I'd probably be excited to go back and see the people i truly love. But noooooooo, i have to go to this stupid stupid stupid school and see people that i truly despise. Ok, maybe that's too strong. I have to see people i don't really like. And i guess that's the part that's pissing me off. I'm not looking forward to anything when i go back. I guess i'll just suck it up though. One more semester and I'm a senior. OMFG!!!! I'M GOING TO BE A SENIOR! I GRADUATE NEXT YEAR!!!
OWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! [by the way, that's my new "happy" expression" lol]

Ok, well this year started off pretty good for me. I decided my all time resolution is to be more happier. Like MAKE the good outweigh the bad you know? Last year i didn't do much of that. I was a little pessimistic...ok no, i was a lot pessimistic. That resolution is very important to me because i experienced what it felt like not to be happy. Trust me, it is not good. i want to look on the bright side of life now....wherever that is. and if it doesn't exist then i'll make one :]
umm well here are my new year's resolution anyways(excluding the one i just said).

1. Get my license
2. Get in shape
3. Stop getting on facebook everyday
4. Be more motivated about school
5. MAKE time!!

Well that's all i have so far. especially that last one because i never have time for things anymore. ohh which reminds me, right now i'm "pampering" myself lmao. noo i'm just putting on some nail polish and i'll do my hair when i'm done lol. that reminds me, i took my weave out and it looks a mess haha. not really, but you know, i can work it lol.

ohh by the way, i got THREE best friends. only 3. and i hope it stays that way too. It's Kim, Blaze and Hang. simple as that. and i don't want other people to butt in either lol. but hey, if you need love you can call me :]
and not the nasty way either lol.

Ummm my boyfriend and I are doing pretty good too. It's actually kinda weird, he's more like my best friend....which is pretty awesome because i can tell him anything and he can tell me anything too. I think i like this relationship lmao. But no seriously, i'm kinda grateful.
This year, Santa blessed me with a digital camera :] and I've been having fun with it. but no pictures yet, sorry =( I'm on the desktop now and it isn't as fast as the laptop so i'll upload pictures in my next post i guess. Santa also blessed me with bigger boobs ;] that pervert! lol. Not it's true though, they've actually gotten bigger. Though i'm not sure anyone wanted to know that.....

and my relationship with God is getting fixed too :] I'm working on it, i am. and i'll find a church this year too. i need to. and everything will be all right.....

I am most definitely MOST DEFINITELY STILL in love with Coldplay. They are the best band ever. i swear i can relate to every single song they sing. and their songs are not ALL about the same thing. I swear, God sent them to Earth. I think they are underrated. if i ever see Chris Martin in a mall, i'm gonna rape him. I don't care if there are people around, we're going to make sweet violent LOVE <3 LMAO!

*sigh* i crack myself up. guysss guess what? i turn 18 this year!! whooo! i know i know, i'm getting old. but hey, it's bound to happen. Oh by the way, i discovered another musical genius. His name is Kanye West. and i know everyone hates him because of what he did at the awards but I am so into this dude right now it's not even funny. His music be banging lmao. noooo really though, he makes me THINK! i listened to "See You In My Nightmares" and i was like damn. and also a lot of his other songs, i can't really name them all but he be speaking the truth shawdyyy lol. Pinocchio is also good. It's one of his songs lol. And so much more..so much more.

Wow, I've been blogging a lot haven't i? well this is the end. yeah, i have no more to say. I'm getting ready for school now and i have to sneak a nap in here somehow lol. soooo yeah, i'll go dry my clothes in the dryer now and wash dishes and fix my hair later on. Blaze you should be happy, i blogged sooooooooooooooo much!!!!
but yeah i promised you it was something worth reading...or not. But it's something THOUGH!!

well I'm going to leave now. ohhh by the way, i just remembered I'm going to be doing soccer this year so yeahh, that ought to get me in shape.

Ok i'm done rambling. I'll blog later. thanks for reading if you did.

God Bless <33