the rain

so i barely blog but i just HAD to blog about today.
today was a contemplating day. it wasn't happy nor sad. and the best part about it was when i walked home from school. actually let me replay my day for you.

i woke up EXTRA late on purpose. all because we stay in homeroom for 3 hours 4 days out of this week and i did not feel like sitting there and writing an essay. After that the classes were a blur. i can't even remember myself walking to 1st period. During the classes i felt like i was someone else. it was like looking at the world through someone else's eyes. i felt like a was in daze. i wasn't even there. but i did do my work. after third period (last period) i didn't want to take the bus home because the ride was way too long and i just knew i would get carsick. so Michelle gave me her umbrella and i walked home in the rain. I'm really starting to like that girl. i think she's like the only person i really like at that school. I;ve become very very fond of her.

well so yeah i walked home in the rain. i know i'm an oddball. no one would EVER want to walk home when it's raining. especially if you're black. but i did. and i enjoyed it.
the breeze was so cold and soft, the sound of the rain was perfect and it was amazing. i thought about a lot, but it wasn't unpleasant things. it was about....things. anyways it was just perfect. then when i got to the entrance of my subdivision (gwinnett word), i took off my shoe and put the umbrella down. and it was thee BEST thing ever. i could not imagine a more perfect afternoon. i know it may seem like "wtf is wrong with her"but i honestly just don't care. it was perfect. i hope it rains more. i came home soaked but i didn't mind. i wanted to take a picture of how i looked but my father locked the laptop away in his room so i couldn't do it.

overall i just felt like i had to blog about it for some reason ya know? and now i have to get off the computer because i have an AP exam for tomorrow and i need to start studying for it now if i want to get done by midnight l0l jk. but i do want to get done studying before eight so bye.