i haven't blogged in a while. actually that's not what i'm apologizing for. i feel so horrible right now it's not even funny. i kinda hate myself for being such a b*tch. it's not even cool. so well, here's basically why i'm writing.
One of my closest friends was moving away and instead of trying to get back in touch with her, i focused on my own life. how selfish is that?
Yeah i'm talking about Blaze. She's probably mad at me. I don't blame her. I want to apologize but i feel like crap. I don't even deserve to talk to her. i feel awful. i was on facebook the other day and i saw her status. It said that she was leaving this weekend. I wanted to comment but then, it was like wtf Sarah? you haven't talked to her in how long and now you wanna butt in?
i feel bad. like i want to call but i don't even know if you have your number anymore. and i was scared you would hang up on me because the last time we talked it was awkward. I'm a horrible friend. Blaze has been there for my for so long and i feel like total shit. it's awful. i cried the other night when i realized how much i would miss her. it's not even funny. it's horrible. now i'm thinking about my idiocy.....if that's a word.
But you know what? I'm writing this blog to apologize for being so selfish =(
I'm sorry. and i hope we can keep in touch even though you're in Valdosta. and I'm so sorry again.
I only wish you the best life up there. I love you.
"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." Matthew 6:21.
1 comment:
It's ok Sarah. It was akward the last time we talked. And I don't know what happened, because we used to talk all the time. But since I had no cell phone, a lot of stuff changedd, with a lot of people I used to be close with. We'll still keep in touch, and I miss you too. I love you forever!!! =]
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