before school was over, i thought i needed boyfriend. no i wanted one because i felt so lonely and so i tried to see if it was what i was missing but it wasn't. i don't want a boyfriend. i don't need one either. i just feel so sad it's ridiculous. it's not loneliness, it's unhappiness. and i don't know what's causing it. and no i'm not PMSing. I wish! i don't even want to talk about it for long.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON THEN DON'T READ THE REST OF MY BLOG.
uhh i have developed an obsession with Michael Jackson. you know his story made me soo sad i cried my eyes out? and as i am writing this i started crying again.
ok let's rewind. he was in the Jackson 5 while growing up and he became sooooooo BIG that his "Thriller" album was the #1 sold album in the whole world. and it still is. no one topped Michael. and i don't think anyone will either.
yes he had two nose jobs and his skin changed from black to white. that's because he had Vitiligo. it's a skin disease, go look it up.
But that's not what concerns me. i could care less about how Michael looks, it's his life that makes me cry.
the man was accused of molesting children and has been called a pedophile. i don't believe it. i don't believe any word of it.
if you think about it, a man who writes songs about saving the world and making it a better place would go and touch little children? really? do you all believe what the tabloids say now? and not only that, what parents in their right mind would leave their child with a total stranger because he's famous? i know i wouldn't. i think that's when his reputation just went bad. what should have gone down as a legend in history is now a man thought of as a pedophile.
the part that really gets to me is his unhappiness. gosh i know a lot of people did bad things in their lives but at least they're happy now you know?
i don't think Michael Jackson is happy. after everything that happened i don't think he is able to enjoy his life and his success. and i feel so sorry for him because the least he deserves is happiness.
i don't care about his appearance. i think too many people take that into consideration. and i'm not blogging because i feel the need to change people's mind but i'm blogging because i need to let out my pain for him.
yes take me for an emotional freak but people in pain don't make me happy. it makes me sooo sad and when i see people who are not happy when they deserve to be, my heart breaks. i love him and always will. i hope to meet this amazing man one day and if not on Earth then in heaven. and if you believe what the tabloids say then you're just as ignorant as they are.
He loves children. he wants children to have a great childhood like he wasn't able to. once childhood is over, you can never get it. he has a passion for children and he loves to see them happy and if you see that as a pedophile-ish thing then YOU'RE sick. wth? a man loves children and you think he's a molester. wow. shows how great your mind is. and you know know what? the "pedophile" inspired me to go out this summer and help children with cancer in a hospital. and i will find a way to do it.
i blogged about Michael Jackson. yes i did. now come shoot me.
well i hope he does become happy and live a good life with his children.
and if you're wondering why i support him, i watched documentaries of him. that's why. ok bye.
